Listening some more...

"...it is better to work a mindless bad job, than a bad art job.."
"...a mindless bad job will get you excited to leave and go home to create..."
"...a bad art job will cause you to be sick of art,
you go home and don't want to do any art.."
so says Bobby Chiu...
I completely agree with this...
for me
it was the 5 years at a digital art school that did it for me...
I really began to hate working with art
barely had time to do the assignments because of the
mindless job I had...hence I never really had time
to work on stuff I wanted or even work with
my assignments how I wanted....
this is where my desire for art really went down hill...
...then the current job is kinda boring...
oh and I was told by the guy in charge
that I should not have gone to school there...
of course they wait until they got my money first...